the first draft of this entry was dedicated to the people i met and detested the last entire year. very long list of mainly clients, (no principals because they withstand my nonsense and they are such sweet buggers) retailers, etc and 1 world famous consulting mnc partner. (to that partner person: i say again, given another go at the system, it will still take me/us 2 weeks from the handover, if you not happy, you can buy over us and i'll be bloody happy to sell.)
then i went out and rented 2 mushy movies (love actually and something else too mushy to mention for fear i be labelled gay aspirant) and remembered something in the midst of all this hate:
i spent the entire year still being very much in love with b. and come to think of it, a year apart from her presence.
sigh.
on hindsight, what a f***ing waste of my 2005, to take things to heart so badly.. that and the meaningless thing i do that the general public term as work.
was just talking to sulyn (friend's pregnant wife, congrats woman!) about tvs when the b episode topic thing came up, and i realised that the whole thing has made me rather heartless.
so resolutions are to:
1. stop bothering about bastard type clients and quote them extremely high prices so even if they want our services, we can withstand their crap knowing that they are paying a high price to belt us.
2. to soften concrete heart. preferrably with new petite sized girl with the manga girl eyes and who is shorter than me (important).
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maybe i should retire this year-end.
listeningto: more aimee mann
reading: bob hicok
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